A Crazy Tuesday

I am starting up a blog about my life now a days at twenty three years old. Things have been pretty crazy since Don my step Dad, my care giver and most off all my best friend. It has been pretty hard on my family esp my step Mom Debbie. We live in Oregon but will have to move back to crappy Nebraska. I am starting to get packed up and go through stuff I don't need and do need. I think tomorrow we will be packing and going through the things we want to bring back to Nebraska. It has been hard on us all but somehow we will get through this big test of faith. Debbie has been the rock and is a lot stronger then she thinks. It will be hard going back to Nebraska and I have plans when we do go back to Nebraska to stay down and get my GED down and over with in the year 2011 which I hope and pray will lead me to find a career to help others out. I want to be a stay at home mother or to able to work with animals. I think God has a reason for why Don passed away not only for Don but Debbie, me, his family and his friends. I think the Lord is always here. Even when you feel he has left you he will be with you helping you out until the day the Lord calls you to join him in heaven. I know Don is in heaven. I admit I still miss Don.

Ok in other news I have been having troubles sleeping so I found a great way to sleep. Music. I have been listening to classical music, rock music, pop music, country music, gospel rock and other such music. I have listened to Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd a bunch of time. Music is good for the soul. I am starting to get hungry and I have things that need to get done around the house. No one got anywhere by sitting on they're behind all day. I just needed a break from life and rude young men. I got in a fight with Debbie's little nephew yesterday. Long story. I am pretty happy The Duggars are on tonight. I wait all week to see they're show. I love how they live they're life for the Lord and believe in family, Jesus and modesty. I am trying to dress a little more modest myself. You get more respect dressing modest then not modest. I am thinking of trading in pants for skirts. I am not saying everyone to dress like me and act like me.  Anyways I think I am done talking. 

Love

Libby