I am pretty stressed out about life right now. Part of me wants to go at the problems and help out the best I can but in away I just want to run away from my troubles. I am taking a break from life and all of its drama. I have tried to take care of Debbie around the house. It is a big pain dealing with the stress of moving and the loss of Don. It feels like he is still here but he never will come home. I want for all of this to be over with and life to be a little bit normal again. I am really worried about Debbie a lot since she just lost her husband. I am sick of crap already.
Last night I watched The Duggars 19 and Kids Counting and it was super cute. It is so shocking and bittersweet to see the Duggars grown up and become young adults. Michelle and Jim Bob have five adult kids already. Jinger is next adult kid. I spent last night watching boring TV shows and reading a good book to go to sleep. I am into books like Twilight or Anne Rule type books. Its weird but its the books I like to read. I want to understand why criminals think the way they do. It may be creepy to other people but it is a form of healing from some of the things I went through as a kid. I also tried to fall asleep listening to my music. I was listening to Lady Gaga and Kellie Pickler.
Love
Libby
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