Same stuff just another day. I went to the doctor and then too school around 11:00 AM when class starts at 9:00 and the fact that I missed class on Tuesday didn't look good at all. Thank The Lord my teacher was understanding about what happened this month. I wrote her on essay on my week and why I was not at class that week because she was to busy with class to listen to my story. I let out all of my pain and stress out on paper which took the weight off my shoulders for a second. Then I went to the Goodwill and looked at the clothes for a bit but since I was broke I could not spend money on the clothe items at the store. Don't go to the Goodwill with no money because trust me that really stinks. I am now at home and am trying to deal with life's stress the best I can. The one thing I hate about kitchen work is cleaning the kitchen and everyone ones mess then to go back in the kitchen and they're is an even bigger mess that people have left so you clean the mess up for them. If you want to make pancakes that is great and dandy just clean up your mess up after words. I feel so depressed and that pretty much I don't have control of my life. I know God is in control of my life but it is still hard to clean up after everyone else and its still sad that Don will not be able to have Thanksgiving with us and be here for Christmas ever. It makes me sick thinking he will never be with us anymore. He was loved by us all and he is gone. I loved him so much and he as like a father to me. I will always miss Don. Debbie is sleeping and the boys are busy being boys and Danny is trying to help Debbie out. I feel so alone though I am not alone. We never are alone. I just want to run out of this house and have a clear state of mind. I wish I could have more happy news to give you but nothing is happy about losing a loved one.
God Bless
Libby
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