I have had a pretty long day dealing with life and trying to help Debbie around the house. Debbie, Debbie's brother and I all went to Wal-Mart to by food for the house and other crap like that. I bought myself stuff I needed. I found a bunch of cute shirts I want to buy very soon at Wal-Mart when I get the money to go by them. Wal-Mart has very cute clothes that are cheap and of course cute. I have a very busy day tomorrow doctors trip, school and getting ready to move back to Nebraska. I wish people could be nicer and more understanding. I have almost broke into tears a few times today. I was hurt by a few friends and family members today. I am sick of dealing with my mother. I have tried to understand why she behaves the way she does and I have tried to make her love me but that is a waste of my time. She will not change and she is never going to admit what she did wrong. It hurts me so much I won't have her in my life. I have Debbie in my life. Debbie has been like a mother and in away she is my mother. I miss Don so much. He was such a strong and such a caring man. I often wonder what he is doing up in heaven.
In other news I feel happy about the blessings the Lord has given to my family lately esp Debbie. I am praying hard for Debbie since she just lost her rock in her life. Don was such a great husband and friend. Its going to be hard to try to live life without Don. He will always be missed. I am just sitting around listening to music. I am pretty much into any type of music. To me music is music. I am into old classic pop music from the 60's, Christian music, 80's music and classic rock. I am not big into hip hop or rap. I don't hate the music but I am not going to sit around listening to it all day expect for Eminem who has a few good songs.
Love
Libby
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